Written some years ago during a shamanic trance as the spirits try to explain the beginnings of my transformation to shaman ... enjoy!

UNLUCKY FOR SOME

I am going to date this moment. It is the 6 th November 2001 and I have been instructed to sit here in front of the computer. I have an idea of what is about to manifest itself on these pages. But first of all I am going to ask the question; why has it been months since I last sat at this computer and tried to interact with this chapter?

IT ALL HAS TO DO WITH ASSIMILATION WHITE GOLD.

I understand this but would you like to explain it to others?

WE THINK YOU SHOULD EXPLAIN IT

Ok. As I understand it I have been away from this keyboard so that the words that you have written could become a part of me, a part of my life, a way of just being.

AND HAVE YOU ACHIEVED IT?

I believe that I have yes

THEN YOU ARE, WHAT YOU WOULD CALL, LUCKY

I do not believe in luck, it either is, or not.

MY, MY, WE HAVE BEEN BUSY HAVEN'T WE?

What do you mean?

YOU HAVE LEARNT MUCH WHITE GOLD, MORE THAN WE THOUGHT POSSIBLE FOR YOU TO COMPREHEND.

Hey, you've been watching me all the time; you have been with me at my 'so called healings'. You have taught me well.

THANK YOU

AND SO FOR THE NEXT PHASE.

What is the next phase?

TO ALLOW PEOPLE TO BE AS 'LUCKY' AS YOU!

There is no such thing as luck!

TRUE. YOU SPEAK THE TRUTH. LUCK HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS.

So why the heading to this chapter?

BECAUSE PEOPLE UNDERSTAND LUCK, THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW TO BE.

GO ON WHITE GOLD; SAY IT.

I thought that a little judgemental, however, I realised my mistake and decided you were observing people.

THANK YOU

NOW, PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THIS, YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE BECAUSE YOU ..WHITE GOLD?

Think it

Speak it

Do it.

AND WHAT ELSE?

You signed the contract and you get what you ask for?

WHY THE QUESTION MARK?

TELL THE PEOPLE WHAT YOU HAVE FULLY REALISED IN THE LAST 5 MONTHS.

You can re-negotiate your contract at any time.

EXCELLENT, YOU REALLY HAVE UNDERSTOOD

TELL THEM

I tell you what people; this is becoming extremely hard for me. Although in reality it is very simple. Very simple indeed.

•  Find yourself a healer, one who can re-negotiate your contract

•  Slow down

•  Listen

•  Do what your instructed to do

•  Clear away the static

•  Be happy about it

•  Go forward

AND WHAT ELSE WHITE GOLD

There is so much, but basically these are the seven steps to being

BEING WHAT?

Just like you said, "a human being ecstatic"

WOULD YOU LIKE TO SHARE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE LEARNT WITH EVERYONE.

FEAR AGAIN WHITE GOLD?

A FEAR THAT YOU WOULD THEN HAVE NO POWER. OH YES, THINK ABOUT IT

I guess that this could be true

YOU KNOW IT IS TRUE WHITE GOLD.YOU KNOW

And so this is my next phase?

ONLY IF YOU CHOOSE IT

Then I really have no choice at all. Because, if I were to not share with everyone, then I would not be doing my part for the good of the whole. I would be a hypocrite. So in that respect I think that I should share, yes I should share. But I really do not know where to begin; there is so much stuff.

IN-DEED THERE IS

Then help me, guide me, and show me the way forward.

FIND A HEALER, ONE WHO CAN RE-NEGOTIATE YOUR CONTRACT

Thank you, ok. Healers come in many shapes and forms, some good, some not so good. You are the only person that will know if that healer is the right person to 'do the job'. The job being to make you feel happy, joyous and in perfect health. You will know how far a healer can take you on this path. Believe me you will know. Just make sure that they can take you all the way. I know of a few that can help you achieve this. They do not give up, they do not judge, they just do the job. If you need to know / acquire this type of healer call me on 07976 625722, or drop me a line at goldie@finking.co.uk

SO NOW YOU SHARE, CONTINUE

SLOW DOWN

Ok, slow down. I can only describe this in the following terms. Your body vibrates at a certain frequency; it makes your spirit slow and sluggish. When you slow down the body, kind of put it into autopilot, it allows the spirit freedom to discuss the important issues in your life. Also it gives control back to your spirit, not your ego. Slow down; go into autopilot. There are many ways to achieve this and alcohol is not one of them!

Sit back; unwind, in whatever way you choose. Then allow your spirit to soar.

AND THIS LEADS US TO WHAT?

Listen

GOOD, CONTINUE

Listen to your spirit, it will, always tell you the right way to be. Your spirit is the real you, the perfect being. But listening is also observing, watch for those signals. Pain is an indication that you are doing something you should not. A resistance of spirit. You will hear spirit in many forms, words in a song, a television advert, a conversation, (sometimes in your head).

DO WHAT YOU ARE INSRUCTED TO DO

Thank you, I was beginning to lose it there. Follow what you are instructed, be it through your head, or through a person. Just try it. You will be amazed.

CLEAR AWAY THE STATIC

This is something that needs healing; a healer sees this static in your very being and cleanses it. There are many, many ways for this to happen. But only you will know when this is clean. You are the only one that will know because it will make you feel so good about yourself that nothing will stick to you.

BE HAPPY ABOUT IT

Happiness is a feeling, a feeling of pure joy, and a feeling of pure love of life. You cannot make yourself happy with external things. Happiness as has been said many times, comes from within and I can tell you this, it is simply awesome. Be happy about everything that comes your way, question it by all means and reject it if you choose. But be happy about it at all times. Love it like your own, and watch things change. Loving everything, everyone and everywhere is the way to happiness.

GO FORWARD

Don't ever look back, just know that what was, does not need to be anymore. Be who you truly wish to be, it involves changes, but boy is it worth it. I am living testament to this. Enjoy people, enjoy.

THIS IS A VERY SHORT VERSION OF WHAT WE REQUESTED, BUT WE ACCEPT IT

YOU ARE IN-DEED 'LUCKY' WHITE GOLD

Luck has nothing to do with it. Just be!

AND YOU ARE IN-DEED A HUMAN BE-ING EX-STATIC. WE ARE VERY PLEASED WITH YOU WHITE GOLD, VERY PLEASED IN-DEED.